Naririndi sa maingay, samantalang di nila alam na lungkot na lungkot na ko sa tahimik. Kala ko dati ok lang pero di na pala. Pag lumalapit naman ako sa maingay, tinataboy naman ako. Saan ba tamang lumugar? Sabi ko nga ako na lang.
and I'm a Scorpiio \m/ |
I'm cute here..and don't ever question it. -_- +++ But don't expect to see me like this in person haha n_n | An Accountancy student of Miriam College | 2016 CPA Board Passer | An Arashist.. but I like to be an Arashian more (Deym, MatsuJun and his terms! :P) | A CatDog lover < But don't own one | A dreamer < likes to float in space | A Snob < yeah too bad for you *joke! Ask me ^^ | A Study Nerd | An Introvert | Loves Kung fu | Japan | Photography | Art | Style | Architecture/Design | Music < I'll learn Piano someday | Detective and Mystery Genres < not horror or I'll kick you | Dark Chocolate | Secrets | Cuddles | Hugs| Kisses| & maybe You
Gusto ko na maging independent. Auko na dito sa bahay ;(( Hirap magkaintindihan.
Yung di mo maintindihan yung tinuturo tapos magtatanong ka sa katabi mo na di rin naman alam!
How not to be afraid of the unknown
I know it’s too deep and it’s a Scorpio thing!
A lot don’t want me to talk these things cause they bled their noses when hearing my words. Even I laugh at myself when I hear my own deep well thoughts, (i guess, it’s the reason why i became quiet) and I’m sorry to myself that I did. I trusted those people who actually know nothing about me, that I was a fool for big words. Sometimes i guessed I really was and that i also wasnt because I’m still learning. And so, I finally decided to fill my well so many could easily fetch water from me.
They kept me safe, but never thought they’ve locked me up.
I was always told to study well, to follow my dreams, to not do things when they can support me. But they forgot to tell me to grow up. Truth is, I never even knew which dreams to follow. I know that it’s my choice to do things on my own. But anxieties grew and they never noticed nor were bothered about it, because what’s plainly seen is perfectly fine. I’ve been familiar with the inside but never knew what lies beyond that. Don’t get me wrong. I’m thankful I’ve been kept, but wished I was taught more than obeying. Now, I’m forcing myself but it only made things worst cause no one taught me how. How not to be afraid of the unknown.