I thought i would no longer write another one again.
Okay sao heres kuya crush again. Ang gwapo pa din niya shet lang. Andun pa rin yung admiration ko sa kanya despite na 2 years na lumipas. Alam ko naman na wala talga kami para sa isat isa kasi una age gap, panglawa how on earth kami magkakakilanlan, pangatlo anong maipagmamalaki ko sa kanya.. as in wala at heto pa rin ako naghahanap ng titigan moments sa kanya. Makita lang siya buo na araw ko. Kaso these days, mailap na mangyari yun. Ang nangyayari na lang nakikita ko siya as coincidence pero sabi ko hinahanap din ako nito e chos! Haha feeler di ko na din siya tinitgnan maxado pag may chance kasi nahihiya ako
Eneway never man maging kami, naccherish ko yung moments na unexpected na mangyari. Gaya na lang nung isang araw, pumasok ako sa school, dahil dakila akong stalker gusto uminom ng water sa cafe(kung san sya madalas) tapos syempre i decided against it pag papansin lang ako. So uminom na lang ako sa drinking fountain na malapit(maraming drinking fountain sa mga sulok ng school)
Ayun na tapos na ko paakyat na ko sa stairs nang mahagilap ng paningin ko siya. Umaayon talaga sakin ang tadhana at shete ewan di ko na lang tinignan din siya ng matagal baka mahuli ako. Tapos nung paakyat nako may na feel akong footsteps sa may side ko di ko tinignan pero yung presence nya ay nako nafeel kong sya yun! Take note nung nakita ko siya malayo pa siya sa stairs at ako paakyat na normal na lakad lang. After ilang seconds nasa gilid ko na siya and sabay kami ng pagakyat sa stairs! Shete kung makapal ba naman mukha ko dapat talaga nilingon ko siya kasi sobrang magkalapit lang kami e! Pero i just looked at my peripheral vision and feel ko talaga sinabayan nya talaga ako umakyat.. HUHU kung totoo nga ikkiss ko siya. Damn it! Kung pde lang magkaron ng contact sa kanya, sasadyain ko mapalapit sa kanya. pero hindi mahiyain ako. Kainis Me. >.<
What could make my life interesting? :\
These questions were left unanswered to me until recently that I have found the answer. Questions that I have been carrying and have kept bothering me since I was a kid. Questions that were piling up in my mind as there is no one to give me the answers. But I have had this mind set that I will be using all the things I have seen experienced, and in this world. I thought I wasn’t mature enough to simply the leave the questions blank and move on. But I realize, I was actually gathering all the answers in this world left by many people who have lived before, living and will live in the future. These questions shifts from my own personal experience, to the experiences of the world around me, and experiences of the past, present, future generations.
I need to first confess a few things about myself.. as I have understood and worried many people would not pick up all my thoughts..First, I am not a very logical person. My mind shifts from one thought to another. Because of this, I am not a good speaker. But I will try as much as possible to tell the truth order by order and piece up everything I know. I felt I needed to do this because I can’t sleep for few nights. I realized I have not bothered eating either until I finished this. Secondly, I have never stopped asking “Why”. Many people have stopped asking questions because they felt a need to move on and act. For them, that was maturity. I felt before that I wasn’t matured enough to start acting for myself and do things.
Some inner voice in me tells me to continue and that this isn’t a wrong act. Actually I’ve been experiencing lately nervousness - cold hands, cold feet, heart palpitating - but most of all excitement. Third, many people have been telling me before that I am innocent, I am a good person, I am very smart, I knew everything but actually I am not. At face view, they only knew about my performances as a “good” student, but actually I am continuously learning because I felt I still don’t know a lot of things. (Socrates) I have sinned just like many other people and I’ll try to lay down these later. Truth is, I have been making theories around me but dont tell it to anyone except my two other friends who have made me understood myself, Rachelle and Emii. I also thank my college friends for realizing a few things but for now I leave and tell about these things later on. Fourth, as a kid, I have been told by my father that I have a keen mind in observing things around me. Since I was a kid I am a fan of Detective Conan, I liked how he solved puzzles and mysteries. I’ve kept his quote “Only one truth prevails”. What was I pointing out on this? Justice! Another is my dream of solving mysteries. Fifth, I am a Scorpio. I’ve loved being deep even if other people tells me not to. Why did I even mention a zodiac sign? I’ve always believed signs tells something to us, an unknown message. Sixth,
They’ve fooled themselves into believing this hopeless slavery is what they wanted all along.
Why is there suffering on earth? Why does it not end despite the revelations by many religions? As a believer of your own faith, do you think everyone will be saved despite the differences of your religion? What is love and how do we loved one another?
In education, why is there a need to study history and prepare so much for
Have you ever wondered why a new child-born is so pure and yet so worrying that it will soon be tainted by the world? Why are there conflicts between parents and their children? How can these conflicts be resolved? Why were there many philosophers in the world and what are their purpose here on earth? Why is there a need to
These questions were left unanswered to me until recently that I have found the answer. Questions that I have been carrying and have kept bothering me since I was a kid. Questions that were piling up in my mind as there is no one to give me the answers. I thought I was very immature then to still keep thinking about these past questions that were raised up to me before. But I realize, I was actually gathering all the answers in this world left by many people who have lived before and will live in the future.
I thought I wasn’t maturing enough to leave the questions
As a child, I was told that I have a keen mind in observing things around me. However I have the disability of speaking through my mind that is why I am writing this article.
My father is a speaker of God he has all the answers in this world plain language
Alone trapped in my parents’ story.
My dreams became a plain dull objects. What happened? :| siiiggggghsss
My mistake, I was so in love with the past that I have stopped to look forward in the future. Now it no longer excites. Simply plain dull figure.